Writer

Writer

I’m loving myself more every day

But actually I’ve  always felt this way

Abusive to my psyche, terrible to my soul

I’m remembering what makes me whole

The ink that flows like blood from my pen

The characters and worlds that come from within

The racing sensation of my rapid heart

I feel a shock  grab me when a new world starts

It’s like a drug that is coveted, precious,and new

To bring life to one that’s never been viewed

A creator of worlds and characters previously unseen

To go where they are and tell what they mean

Calling my name, never letting me sleep

Scenarios demand from my mind to leap

I will forever love this amazing craft

I will create for the rest of my days

Down to my very last ragged breath

Blackheart's rap

Ok so someone asked me what my rap song would be if I was a rapper back in the day. Well here it is. ROFL!






Crack a lack a set it off
I'm packin
Bet your boots
I won't be slackin
Takin care
ill for sure be
You'll hear my caps before
You see me
It's no joke, it's not funny
You're not my boy and I'm not your honey
There's no slidin in no flippin my switch
I roll alone , I am the queen bitch
So don't lead, follow, and get outta my way,
Don't need no player prince to save my day.
Cuz baby set it off
I'm packin,
bet your boots
I won't be slackin.


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Acid

Wake me with your silence
Kill me with your kindness
Bleed me with your healing
Walk my path of destruction
Devour my hunger
Numb my laughter
The totality of your acidic mind
My complete undoing.

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What it was

What it was


It was not a glance
It was a beckon

It was not a kiss
It was a secret

They were not caresses
They were conversations

They were not moans
They were music

We were not people
We were electricity

We didn't have an interaction
We had a reaction

It was not an act
It was ecstasy

We didn't have an understanding
We had an explosive discovery

It wasn't happenstance or chance
It was chemistry...
It was destiny





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My demons

My demons are back, though I guess they never really went away
My demons are back, this time I think they mean to stay
My demons often taunt me in sickening ways
My demons often control me leading me astray
My demons are quite beautiful deceiving and very well disguised
My demons know types of evil you wouldn't even recognize
My demons are extremely cunning and smart
My demons are cold ,cynical ,and void of heart
My demons frequently use me to get what they want
My demons see me as somewhat of a savant
My demons forget one thing to their utter dismay
My demons cannot take my free will or silence me when I pray.
They do not own me...my demons.
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For

For


For friends you thought you had
For friends you thought you lost
For times it was your fault
For times it was not
For things that were blurted out
For things said in selfish pout
For wounds that never heal
For scars that still feel
For time that was taken
For time wasted and mistaken
For love laughter and good times
For tears screams and sorrow lines
For all things in the future , now and left behind
For....you

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Where are you
when I search
My screams haunt the air
Where did you go my love
I'm reaching for you
I'm inside myself
Unable to call your name.
Can you see me
I need you but I can't let go
Can you help me
I'm apologetic
I just can't ask
Can you peer through
Melt my facade
Can you brave it
My defense sharp
My pain thick
My fear heavy
My wounds increasing
You need only breathe
my life is saved



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