For

For


For friends you thought you had
For friends you thought you lost
For times it was your fault
For times it was not
For things that were blurted out
For things said in selfish pout
For wounds that never heal
For scars that still feel
For time that was taken
For time wasted and mistaken
For love laughter and good times
For tears screams and sorrow lines
For all things in the future , now and left behind
For....you

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Where are you
when I search
My screams haunt the air
Where did you go my love
I'm reaching for you
I'm inside myself
Unable to call your name.
Can you see me
I need you but I can't let go
Can you help me
I'm apologetic
I just can't ask
Can you peer through
Melt my facade
Can you brave it
My defense sharp
My pain thick
My fear heavy
My wounds increasing
You need only breathe
my life is saved



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Shunned

I shun the light, too much does it show
I long for the darkness around me
Imagining that it will protect me
Dreaming it will embrace me
Never allowing it to overtake me
Slowly the pitch black possesses me
Cunning and wicked but some how beautiful and beckoning
A hold that seems comforting slowly becomes more painful and brash
It's hard to breathe I can't find myself
Listening, silent, feeling, searching
Going over the seduction in my mind.
Fears were misplaced
I was confused, but now I see
I shun the dark...
Too much does it hide.
I long for the light around me
Imagining it will protect me
Dreaming it will free me.

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No strings

I may not be a genius
But I know a few things

I know how to motivate you
And make your senses sing

I may not be proper lady or have emotional clout

But I can feel your pressure
And draw your pain right out

I may not be a model or a perfect ten

But I can keep you coming back and calling my name again and again.

The possibilities are endless I can work it out
your troubles will fade as your body writhes and your mind shouts.

Ill never leave you wanton or make typical demands
My taste will linger with you while on my own ill stand

Drink me in, Burn me deep into your brain
After I'm done with you you'll never be the same.

Ill ruin you for all others,I'm not a little girl
I don't need directions, let your fantasy unfurl.

I'm a vivacious vixen, ill leave you wanting more.
But before the sun rises, ill be out the door.

It isn't one sided I get what I need another memory to keep
My longing I fill, my desires I heed




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(Working title)

The first time we met it must have been in a dream
Long before we were conceived it seems
One consciousnesses relating to the other
Hearts belonging to one another
Through space and time until the time of our birth
Searching for what we vaguely remembered not from this earth
Always having a sense of someone missing
Two halves of one whole drawn together, not resisting.
living, growing,walking every day
Until happenstance brought us the same way
With eyes fixed and breath in Relieved gasps
No introductions were needed, we're back together at last.
We pick up where we started back on that other plane.
Thankful for our reunion , knowing love just the same
Again we start, yet none of its new,
There has always been the two of us...
Me and you.
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Tribute to Tolkien and Lotr

Formed in fire, set fourth with faith

Lost on men, sought by wraiths

Hypnotizing power coveted by all

In trusted to one bearer so very small

In the dark of night four companions walk

To unseen places of which they've heard talk

In a tavern with a ranger so brave

To help seek the fiery wretched cave

Without the help of healing elvish magic

The blades wound would have been tragic

As wizards,elves and new friends wait

A young hobbit reveals the precious that could seal their fate

Heated Disagreements,arguments and fright ensue

Nine companions to mordoor
Is the only thing to do

Destroy this treasure that corrupts all who touch it

All hope lies in the smallest hero who will volunteer to clutch it

Dwarf, hobbits, elf, wizard, and uncrowned king

Set off on their mission to destroy the one ring.





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Would you

Would you walk through fire and risk death?
would you kiss me with your last breath?
Would you if locked away miss my taste?
Would you fight to escape to me without haste?
Would you long for the feel of my flesh against yours?
Would you ache for my body with every pore?
Would you think of me in every waking moment?
Would you take any consequences or give atonement?
Would you climb back from hell just to see my face ?
Would you swim against the storm never letting time waste?
Would you accept my lips against your brow?
Would you let me absorb you and not ask how ?
Would you welcome our rescue of one another?
Would you vow with me to forsake all others?
Would you have me mind, body, and soul?
Would you quiet my torment and make me whole?
Would you...
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The line of your silhouette flows against the night like an artists strokes against a canvas
Bold and smooth
Elegant, enticing and long
The lean curves of your arms
That only just held me
Your body only disturbed by the rhythm of your breath in slumber
Your silky flesh cried out for mine
Telling me the days battles are over
Release and comfort were what we both sought.
Knowing refuge would be short lived
Now in the silence of the dim moonlight
Only reflection and memory remain
wanton sighs of a boy longing for a girl
A man searching for a woman's passion
Ever reaching, our hearts beat as one
Time stood still when we rescued one another...if only for a moment.
The promises of tomorrow are not belonging to us
We took this night in their stead
The sun will rise and with it the pain of reality
Your silhouette only a memory
Choice and fate holding you more fiercely than I ever could
Apart From me now I will see you with my soul
Forever strong and beautiful.
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I was meant to fly and yet my soul is grounded

My reservations for staying ludicrous and unfounded

Lesser souls have let spread their wings

Feeling no weight unafraid to sing

Inner voices whisper, hearing those before me call

Urging...to never try is when you fall

The journey is never flawless
There will be blood, there will be tears

The scars will carry me, the pain telling me I'm alive, determination squelching my fears

Monotony and excuses demons that need to be slain
My sword , courage, not vanity, or fame

I close my eyes break my bonds and leap.
Hope's breeze lifting me...no regrets, nothing to reap

I'll only get one chance,
Nothing lasts forever
Nothing's for keeps

Don't think less of me If I fail
Don't look at my life and cry
At least I did my best
At least I let go and gave it a try

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Cool breezes caress my skin
Much as your touch I feel deep within
Flesh against flesh melded as one
Faster we climb as passion comes undone
Tracing your muscles with my fingers
Tasting your lips, your flavor lingers
Your teeth on my neck your breath in my ear
Sliding in to fit you just to be near
Feelings mingled common sense gone
The desire to go further so strong
Your fingers entangled in my hair
You voice whispering " take me there"
Loving what the darkness hides
Never wanting our union to subside
Your hands knowing their way
My body longing for them to stay
It's not love that we seek to feed
It's the desire thats our need
Where do you begin and I end
My soul no longer needs a mend
the small of your back the strength of your thrusts
Your hypnotic words relenting and beckoning my trust
With my head pressed against your chest
You inhale me and dub me the best
Even if for just this moment I am yours and you are mine
Our Passion's dance will be with me til the end of time.
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Some days

Some days I'm ok with me
Some days I'm not

Some days I think I look hideous
Some days I think I'm hot

Some days I'm sought after and clever
Some days loneliness goes on forever

Some days I'm the one who saves the day
Some days I am trouble all the way

Some days I'm revered and loved
Some days I'm hated and a royal bitch

Some days I feel i can conquer the world
Some days its like im looking up from the bottom of a ditch

Some days I'm content and happy
Some days I'm sentimental and quite sappy

Some days I feel like I'm livin the dream
Some days I feel like I'm coming apart at the seams

In all of these some days...far from perfect I may be
But every day I promise... You get what you see.



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Our youth slipped by so quickly
Quietly , scarcely noticed
Like the releasing of a breath
Half way to the other plane
We'll fail to notice
Until impending death
Time is now not someday
Leaking like a sieve
Decay only kept at bay
Regret follows sorrow
Reapers wailing brothers
Crying out for redemptions touch
Forsaking all others
Unrealized dreams Vanished happiness
Ripped apart at the seams
Rebirth a drop of watery tears
Substance dormant in a grain of sand.
Absolution's slippery hand
Cry out........live.
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Silence darkness
Motions slow
Breath upon my chest
Beating hearts deafening
Resonating realizations
Things that were
Things that are to come
Worries dissipate
Passion assumes command
Lovers entwine
Leaving titillating memories
Carries us
Our aged years easier

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Ugly and wretched horrible is my soul

What is wrong what is right

It's so hard to know.

The blackness inside me manifest
Externally

My body just as hideous terrible for anyone to see.

Wearing a mask that grows heavier every day
Disgusted at my reflection come what may.

No empathy from the devil I cry out for divine intervention

Do the Angels Bring my message
Am I worth a mention?

Beauty may have escaped me
I'll continue to don my mask

To suffer this way in life
May well be my task.


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Silent passion

If my screams seem silent
It is only that ecstasy has
Elevated them to unheard levels
Proportions immeasurable
Swept away with actions unimaginable
Slowly rising above myself
Entwining with you
No ending, no beginning
No time, no space, only the perpetual universe in which our bodies have met
a fleeting moment that lasts forever
You inside me, not a visitor, not an invader, the half of the puzzle needed to make me whole.
Holding on to the peak of awareness
Knowing this dance is defining me
An ever reviving medicinal nesessity
I cannot live without.


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Living
Loving
Longing
Laughing
Loathing



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Lying together alone
Hoping for better days
Masking our feelings


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I'm dying little by little every day
How can you stand by and leave me this way
So wrapped up in your own misery
I can't believe you would forsake me
I've chased you and followed you forever
Fighting against all my endeavors
It's bound to come to a tragic end
Dark days mean I need you as my friend
Don't want to be your caretaker or your mother
Nor your partner or ever your lover
Turmoils slowly welling up inside
Getting harder and harder for me to hide
Even the strong need help sometimes
Little things help what isn't left behind
My armor is damaged, tired of fighting this battle
So long since this lady knight was anything but rattled
Braver than even the strongest most gargantuan man
I've stood where most warriors wouldn't dare stand
Holding my ground when others would have run
Spending my strength from sun to sun
Never leaving you to mend yourself
Slaying your heart put like a trophy on a shelf
Struggling to fight as long as I can
Reach out save me give me your hand


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Black velvet crush,
blood red hate,
actions taken,
sealed by fate,
loved and hated,
forgotten and scorned,
ever hunted,
never forlorn


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Forever us

Come ride with me baby
We've got nothing to lose
You, me, a Harley ,and grey goose
They don't control us
Never tried to know us
Feel my heart beat for you
Your hand in mine
We know what's true
Come find me in the night
Passion gives our wings flight
Wicked and wanton
Feeding our desires
Running with fate
Fanning love's fires
Inside we are one
Ignoring berate
us together
Against the world
Cares unnoticed
Inhibitions unfurled
Only you and I
Forever til we die




Til the wheels fall off babe
Your forever angel




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Dark is her life
Strong is her heart

Queen of strife
Doing her part

Playing the game
Ever undying

All things became
Truth not denying

Survivor by nature
Huntress by fate




Something I'm working on for a part in my book.




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If I wrote a book would you read it
If I gave you my heart would you bleed it

Your true colors are different with me
You never show just how you can be

All around person wonderful shy
Everyone thinking you came from the sky

Noone knows you like I do
Never had to live and fight with you. 

You're not the angelic innocent that you seem
Many nights the prescense that haunts my dreams. 

There is no great accomplishment in what we have done
We just never took the initiative to run
I tire of pretending trying to make it all ok
I lose myself a little more every day. 

Locked inside myself in this life 
Doing the dance of avoiding strife 

My chains engulf my wings 
My Soul wants to fly my heart longs to sing. 

I'm out of arguments and apologies
Turn me lose let me free. 

Writing my life

Letters flow from my pen
Creativity from emotion deep within
Hurt laughter sadness pain
Through sunshine snow or rain.
Living loving birthing dying
Struggling falling searching trying
Ever watchful of my fears
Keeping at bay all my tears
Hearing life speeding by
Sometimes asking what or why
There's no going back to get the brass ring
Going forward is the inevitable thing
Hoping for glory preparing for pain
Being me trying hard without shame.

If you don't like my purple hair
If my tattoos cause you to stare

If my piercings give you a fright
If thoughts of me keep you up at night

What is it you're really thinking 
Is my moral code quickly sinking?

While you're in judgmental thought 
Ponder this before your mind is overwrought 

You haven't even bothered to get to know who I am
I have a good heart and a helping hand

I can be a valiant ally and a grand confidant
I can be a royal bitch and a debutant   

I laugh when I'm happy and mope when I'm blue
I hate lies and dig for what's true

I can be loud and happy as a lark
I can be quiet and seemingly dark

There is much more to me than what's on my exterior. 
Chiming in with society doesn't make you superior. 

So before you step around me to go
Talk to me I'm someone you might like to know. 

Evil never sleeps

In my blackened heart I harbor all my deeds
Boastful though I'm not my conscious does not recede

There is no rhyme or reason as to why the evil is within
What I see as business mortals see as sin

I go over it daily a check list of my past
Trying to have an ephiany but it doesn't last

Hiding in the shadows and dark watches of the night
Its not a problem that I embody wrong and scoff at right

I thieve every joy and crush every delight
People often dismiss me and blame me for their plight

I save all catastrophes for those who stand and mock me
Then feed on their fear when they try to run and break free

I find it amusing that no one ever prays
Until they see me then They and their egos part ways

I've walked the earth for eons gaining in strength
Selfishness and pride knowing no length

There is no limit to what I can conjure up
So many willing to come drink from my cup

Drink it all in watch as things unfold
Completely blind sided as I devour more souls

Mothers wAtch your children precious as they sleep
Fathers stand guard ever protective of your keep

I am always waiting, watching, needing no hire
I will be here when your resolve collapses and your faith tires

I got so many comments on my twighlight poem( which is surprising since it was written in five minutes and I was just goofing off)
At any rate here's another goofing off poem.
Ode to twighlight 2

There once was a girl named Bella
Who loved a most unusual fella

He sparkled in the sun and glittered like gold
He looked like a teenager but was very very old

Wise and extremely well read
He craved life's liquid, blood red

Though they were from two different worlds
Bella's love and passion remained unfurled

She had ups and downs and friends that were sometimes sullen
Through it all Bella was destined to become Mrs. Edward Cullen

Eternal their love immortal forever
A miracle child shows this was true loves endeavor.