Writing my life

Letters flow from my pen
Creativity from emotion deep within
Hurt laughter sadness pain
Through sunshine snow or rain.
Living loving birthing dying
Struggling falling searching trying
Ever watchful of my fears
Keeping at bay all my tears
Hearing life speeding by
Sometimes asking what or why
There's no going back to get the brass ring
Going forward is the inevitable thing
Hoping for glory preparing for pain
Being me trying hard without shame.

If you don't like my purple hair
If my tattoos cause you to stare

If my piercings give you a fright
If thoughts of me keep you up at night

What is it you're really thinking 
Is my moral code quickly sinking?

While you're in judgmental thought 
Ponder this before your mind is overwrought 

You haven't even bothered to get to know who I am
I have a good heart and a helping hand

I can be a valiant ally and a grand confidant
I can be a royal bitch and a debutant   

I laugh when I'm happy and mope when I'm blue
I hate lies and dig for what's true

I can be loud and happy as a lark
I can be quiet and seemingly dark

There is much more to me than what's on my exterior. 
Chiming in with society doesn't make you superior. 

So before you step around me to go
Talk to me I'm someone you might like to know. 

Evil never sleeps

In my blackened heart I harbor all my deeds
Boastful though I'm not my conscious does not recede

There is no rhyme or reason as to why the evil is within
What I see as business mortals see as sin

I go over it daily a check list of my past
Trying to have an ephiany but it doesn't last

Hiding in the shadows and dark watches of the night
Its not a problem that I embody wrong and scoff at right

I thieve every joy and crush every delight
People often dismiss me and blame me for their plight

I save all catastrophes for those who stand and mock me
Then feed on their fear when they try to run and break free

I find it amusing that no one ever prays
Until they see me then They and their egos part ways

I've walked the earth for eons gaining in strength
Selfishness and pride knowing no length

There is no limit to what I can conjure up
So many willing to come drink from my cup

Drink it all in watch as things unfold
Completely blind sided as I devour more souls

Mothers wAtch your children precious as they sleep
Fathers stand guard ever protective of your keep

I am always waiting, watching, needing no hire
I will be here when your resolve collapses and your faith tires

I got so many comments on my twighlight poem( which is surprising since it was written in five minutes and I was just goofing off)
At any rate here's another goofing off poem.
Ode to twighlight 2

There once was a girl named Bella
Who loved a most unusual fella

He sparkled in the sun and glittered like gold
He looked like a teenager but was very very old

Wise and extremely well read
He craved life's liquid, blood red

Though they were from two different worlds
Bella's love and passion remained unfurled

She had ups and downs and friends that were sometimes sullen
Through it all Bella was destined to become Mrs. Edward Cullen

Eternal their love immortal forever
A miracle child shows this was true loves endeavor.

Love living
Living fast

Multitude giving
Forgiving past

No future
Only now

Seeking solace
Learning how

Acceptance coming
Without regret

No running
Futility unmet

Winding down
Easier now

Feigning frowns
Resistance bows

Rising sun
Rest comes

Ode to twilight.

Ok I like twilight...read the books. But I don't swoon over the chacters. Here's a lil fun I made of it and posted on twitter just thought I'd post here.

Moody, moody,dark and broody how does you popularity grow?
With pale skin, dark hair, and vampy drama all in a row.

Wanton and wicked
Loved and hated

Shunned and ridiculed
Overlooked and underrated

Fighting for air
Struggling to breathe

Watching the horizon
Ready to leave

Living in dusk
Avoiding the dawn

Clinging to madness
Hope seemingly gone.

Gaining no ground
Leaving no trace

Minuscule of dignity
No saving face

Giving no excuses
Surviving just fine

Keep your condemning
Life is mine.