I'm dying little by little every day
How can you stand by and leave me this way
So wrapped up in your own misery
I can't believe you would forsake me
I've chased you and followed you forever
Fighting against all my endeavors
It's bound to come to a tragic end
Dark days mean I need you as my friend
Don't want to be your caretaker or your mother
Nor your partner or ever your lover
Turmoils slowly welling up inside
Getting harder and harder for me to hide
Even the strong need help sometimes
Little things help what isn't left behind
My armor is damaged, tired of fighting this battle
So long since this lady knight was anything but rattled
Braver than even the strongest most gargantuan man
I've stood where most warriors wouldn't dare stand
Holding my ground when others would have run
Spending my strength from sun to sun
Never leaving you to mend yourself
Slaying your heart put like a trophy on a shelf
Struggling to fight as long as I can
Reach out save me give me your hand


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Black velvet crush,
blood red hate,
actions taken,
sealed by fate,
loved and hated,
forgotten and scorned,
ever hunted,
never forlorn


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Forever us

Come ride with me baby
We've got nothing to lose
You, me, a Harley ,and grey goose
They don't control us
Never tried to know us
Feel my heart beat for you
Your hand in mine
We know what's true
Come find me in the night
Passion gives our wings flight
Wicked and wanton
Feeding our desires
Running with fate
Fanning love's fires
Inside we are one
Ignoring berate
us together
Against the world
Cares unnoticed
Inhibitions unfurled
Only you and I
Forever til we die




Til the wheels fall off babe
Your forever angel




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Dark is her life
Strong is her heart

Queen of strife
Doing her part

Playing the game
Ever undying

All things became
Truth not denying

Survivor by nature
Huntress by fate




Something I'm working on for a part in my book.




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If I wrote a book would you read it
If I gave you my heart would you bleed it

Your true colors are different with me
You never show just how you can be

All around person wonderful shy
Everyone thinking you came from the sky

Noone knows you like I do
Never had to live and fight with you. 

You're not the angelic innocent that you seem
Many nights the prescense that haunts my dreams. 

There is no great accomplishment in what we have done
We just never took the initiative to run
I tire of pretending trying to make it all ok
I lose myself a little more every day. 

Locked inside myself in this life 
Doing the dance of avoiding strife 

My chains engulf my wings 
My Soul wants to fly my heart longs to sing. 

I'm out of arguments and apologies
Turn me lose let me free. 

Writing my life

Letters flow from my pen
Creativity from emotion deep within
Hurt laughter sadness pain
Through sunshine snow or rain.
Living loving birthing dying
Struggling falling searching trying
Ever watchful of my fears
Keeping at bay all my tears
Hearing life speeding by
Sometimes asking what or why
There's no going back to get the brass ring
Going forward is the inevitable thing
Hoping for glory preparing for pain
Being me trying hard without shame.

If you don't like my purple hair
If my tattoos cause you to stare

If my piercings give you a fright
If thoughts of me keep you up at night

What is it you're really thinking 
Is my moral code quickly sinking?

While you're in judgmental thought 
Ponder this before your mind is overwrought 

You haven't even bothered to get to know who I am
I have a good heart and a helping hand

I can be a valiant ally and a grand confidant
I can be a royal bitch and a debutant   

I laugh when I'm happy and mope when I'm blue
I hate lies and dig for what's true

I can be loud and happy as a lark
I can be quiet and seemingly dark

There is much more to me than what's on my exterior. 
Chiming in with society doesn't make you superior. 

So before you step around me to go
Talk to me I'm someone you might like to know.