Monday, August 11, 2014

Robin Williams tribute

 The funniest, most talented man in the world went beyond the veil today. I am very saddened by his passing. I know some of you would say...he was just a celebrity, you didn't even know him. That is fine. I feel how I feel.  He brought me much laughter when I thought I couldn't laugh any more.  So love this or hate it but this is what I feel and I feel compelled to share.



Why did you leave us and go forever away
Who will make me laugh as you did in your special way
I know we never met, mourning to some seems ridiculous
You helped ease my pain, getting to watch you was fortuitous
I will never understand what could have been going on
I can only hope that your pain, is now, eternally gone
You were more than a jester, a clown, or an actor
You lifted me up when I was drowning...when I needed laughter
I thank God for technology so I can at least replay those memories
Though ,now, when I watch, it will be with a bittersweet longing ease
I hope you have been welcomed by friends and family gone on before
I will manage to laugh, even if it is with a heart that is slightly sad and sore
So exit stage left…..Comedy King
You left em wanting more

Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Remember, honor, and celebrate

I come to you today not for you to read my work but for you to remember a great and powerful soul.  I would hope that everyone at this point in time knows who Maya Angelou is but if you don't I would like to give you an opportunity to read a bit of her work. One of my favorites... Phenomenal Woman.
Rest in peace great lady. 


Phenomenal Woman

By Maya Angelou
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I’m not cute or built to suit a fashion model’s size   
But when I start to tell them,
They think I’m telling lies.
I say,
It’s in the reach of my arms,
The span of my hips,   
The stride of my step,   
The curl of my lips.   
I’m a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,   
That’s me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,   
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.   
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.   
I say,
It’s the fire in my eyes,   
And the flash of my teeth,   
The swing in my waist,   
And the joy in my feet.   
I’m a woman
Phenomenally.

Phenomenal woman,
That’s me.

Men themselves have wondered   
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can’t touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them,   
They say they still can’t see.   
I say,
It’s in the arch of my back,   
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I’m a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That’s me.

Now you understand
Just why my head’s not bowed.   
I don’t shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.   
When you see me passing,
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It’s in the click of my heels,   
The bend of my hair,   
the palm of my hand,   
The need for my care.   
’Cause I’m a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That’s me.
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Tuesday, November 19, 2013

outside isn't always what's within



It is a matter of self-expression 

The guise of my internal impression

Saw, seen, seeing, is what you get 

Loved, love ,loving, the spurn, hating the fret

Outward not seemingly painfully mauling 

Unseen inside hidden, screaming,  free falling 

Fatefully heaving overly sedated sensation

Retreading faint, warped, blurred revelation

Seeding, festering, faking, every emotion

Growing monstrous, clustering, black commotion

Bright, blinding, shimmering, false, swallowing, light

Fading, blinding, dark, covering, suffocating, night

Engulfing, blinding, searing, cathartic, quickening, fright

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Who are you to judge



Who are you to look at me and so self-righteously judge
I have survived the monsters that creep from emotional sludge
The ones that pull and rip at you even at your very best
The ones that cause your heart to ache immensely beneath your chest
You have not been even close to the furnace where I am
You could not hold up for one minute in this storm where I stand
Do not pretend you understand empathize with or see me
You know nothing of my inner demons that refuse to free me
Faith is nothing without the unbridled will to fight
Put down your plastic condemning faux sword of right
Phony concern and a thinly masked condescending face
Go back from where you came this is not your place
Take your cliches and your advice and ride them home
I’d rather continue the unwinnable battle honorably and alone
Say what you want to my face or… wait til my back is turned
It is not my self-respect and unforgiving soul that will be burned
I have always followed my heart come what will or what may
Will you still be able to look at yourself in the mirror every day
As insignificant as I am you are no angel… no… better than me
Maybe someday you will come closer to a great… weight lifting epiphany  
Daggers and blame solve nothing and all of us should be free

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Writer's heaven



I Hope there is a place where fallen authors go
Where words never fail them and they never hear no
Somewhere where they are appreciated and revered
Where rejection does not exist so it is not feared
Where there is time to spare to think and write
Where sleep is not needed and it is never night
A place where all the greats sit and share their thoughts
A place where prompts are never needed or sought
A place for all the greats to always cross paths
Tolkien, Hemmingway, Clancy, Wolfe, and Plath
Perhaps they would have tea with Stoker and Poe
A session of the most helpful writing tips they know
Occasionally letting in meek hopefuls like myself
So I could tell them how their books, in life, sat upon my shelf
I would tell them what they meant to me and so much more
How honored I was to walk into this special heaven’s door
I hope there is a place where fallen authors go
Where words never fail then and they never hear no

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Partners


Accost my senses with your flesh
Turn me into your burning wretch
Away with sweet precious and gentile
Bold, powerful, and hard are what I crave, what I feel
Electrify and mold me with your hands
Ravage my body with haste where it stands
Brand my neck with your searing breath
Make my heart race and want to jump from my chest
Trace my curves with your lips and tongue
Pull me in like we've just begun
Take me so close to that high then pull me back in
When I tangle my fingers in your hair, force me down and start again
Speak no words, ask no favors
This is not commitment it's animal behavior.
Seek me out night after night again and again
Be my lustful destiny not my daytime friend.
Enter me with purpose and desire
Two halves of one passion one fire
Seek not vows, or golden rings
Find me in the dark and make my body sing.



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Monday, September 2, 2013

You




I see you ...
Talk to me
I hear you...
Get to know me
I want you...
Touch me
I love you...
Ravage me
I saw you...
Don't talk to me
I heard you...
Forget about me
I don't want you...
Don't touch me
I hate you...
Leave me



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